I see them, I don't see you

So lately stress kills me, it sucks. New early morning job and lack of time to do anything as well. I want to go hang myself at times. Well part of that stress is dating... or lack of. You know what I mean?

Apart from not dating, part of the stress comes from the girls I choose; I'm a good matchmaker, just not for myself. The problem with girls divides into one of three things;
1; She likes me, but she reminds me of bad times,
2; I like her, but she's already taken,
3; I like her, but when I see her I don't see her.

Now the first is a bit harsh, considering that I should take a chance and maybe I'll like her or something of the like, but it's hard to see a person and instead of seeing her you see an ex or you feel things like hate and disgust. Last time I checked, feelings of disgust were not a good foundation for a relationship.

The second is an obvious thing, and I hate falling for girls that are taken, I absolutely loathe finding out that information, for that reason I stop talking to girls period, at least when I'm romantically interested.

the third is the hardest, and a bit hard to explain because it has a lot of variables. Some things are just seeing a face that reminds me of an ex or it reminds me of a person I dislike.
Another problem in the same category is that I don't see a person, I see them and I think of the people they give attention to, the people they listen to and the people they seem to like. The say they like me, but I'm treated like I don't exist around these people. I tend to get tired, jealous and depressed when this happens.

As I see it there's only one solution to this, to just stop liking girls. I'll stop it and everything will be fixed... right?

P.S. I spelled People, Poeple 5 times by accident. Yay spell check!

P.S.S. I'm going to be deleting a hell of a lot of Posts over the next couple of days. Keeping the best of the best. Only what matters to me.

Some Short Dialogue

So lately I've been having some really random ideas that turn into two character pieces of dialogue. Kind dumb stuff, some of it is funny some of it isn't (to be fair, I've only done 2 so far). Anyways, I'm loving these little thing. In case you haven't seen them or anything I usually post them as my status on Facebook.com, and some people seem to like them. I do. I'm thinking of making them into little comics, maybe add some continuity and some characters.

This is just a Line I wrote, but I wanted to put it in here since it started the whole tid-bit.

"Your beauty is comparable only by the brightness of brightly lit lights on a cloudless night sky."

This one is the first real conversation, inspired by the friend of a friend... she has evil Eyebrows.

"I don't like her eyebrows."
"Seriously, you're not dating her because of her eyebrows?"
"Pretty much, she looks diabolical, like she could poison my food."
"Can I ask her out then?"
"Sure, if you want to get poisoned and die in your sleep."
"Whatever, I gotta go sometimes, might as well be while dating THAT."

This is just another random one. I have a friend that cold turkeys his girlfriends by cutting all contact with his girlfriends when he breaks up. He basically just waits for a text saying "It's Over" and then moves on to a new girlfriend.

"so you decided to be a bastard and just not talk to her?"
"No! I just, you know, ran out of options."
"You couldn't just tell her it's over?"
"Who does that? Seriously."
"Normal people do that, it's called Breaking Up."
"... That's just stupid."
"It's normal."
"No, ignoring your girlfriend for two weeks because she didn't share a piece of cake is nor... Maybe I do have a problem."
"Ya think?"